Friday, May 9, 2008

Today

is beautiful outside. I'm inside, for too long now. Just kind of in a bubble. Need to get a job, just got another "you're overqualified" message. No sex for a while. Not that i'm really interested in fucking for fuck's sake. There's an intriguing possibility on a back burner out in email land, but should i wait til i lose 10 pounds to meet him, or til i get a job or..?

My dad is very sick, dying, but in a kind of unpredictable way. 2 days to 2 years kind of thing. His girlfriend/"adopted daughter" finally decided to marry him. He loves me. After i got back from visiting him i slept several 10+ hour days. In this bubble.

How come with all these mood options i can't find one that fits?

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